...that I have this lame devart account. I just went through and deleted all those garbage pictures I drew that I thought were good back then. Like 2 years ago. Gah. Well I left the pictures of me and a grilled cheese sandwich, maybe I'll upload some pictures of origami I've done.

Hmmmm. I guess I'll talk about my life. School is going well I guess, kind of stressed about being able to graduate on time...I'm most likely going to Japan next year, up north to a place called Akita. It's through exchange and it's to an all-english speaking school, which is disappointing since I'd like to get better at Japanese but I suppose that's not really going to happen there. Oh well. The second semester of my third year is about to start, Denyse hasn't moved back in yet so I am bored and lonely. Agh. I have eaten too many jelly beans.

Oh that picture of me with the blue piercing is like 3 years old at least, good lord. I took that thing out to work at safeway soo long ago. I don't think many will read this as I've been inactive for so long.

I also deleted all those stupid journal entries about the break up with my boyfriend. Wow what a pathetic piece of shit I was back then, I realize now. Those days are over though. I don't ever want to be involved in a relationship that warps how I think of things; I mean looking back, I was content to just stay in fucking Brandon and live my life with him, if he wanted to stay with me. I mean god. Give up all my ambitions to be with someone. That's fucked. I don't ever want to be so attached to someone like that again, I've been keeping my distance from all that shit since. But that relationship had to happen, as terrible as it ended, for me to realize in the end.

I am happier now, for it.

Well, sayonara I guess. off to bed